locating space

1976 wasn't really that long ago

happy birthday to me
happy birthday to me
yip yip yippppeeee

i welcome this 31st year.  not really the age, but the new year.  i applied to college today.. i should know something in a week.. wow.  change is coming.

and i've got a new fella i'm crushing on.  i kinda have this feeling about it.  yeah i know, look where those have gotten me before.. haha.  but i do have a good feeling.. and i'm just letting it all flow.  whatever happens, you know..

so yes, i am excited about several things that seem to be all happening at the same time, right at the same time the tripometer is rolling over to 31.

the tide is high

i passed the letter on.  it has been given.  i wait for a response.

why is it that i say i don't want to talk about it, let me say my peace and leave me be... but then deep down when i don't get the call or the text, then i scoff.  wtf. 

it's almost like watching a crab dancing around, saying 'man don't fuck with me, you better leave me alone' but then really just itching to pinch the shit out of something.  yes, let me pinch the shit out of something.  i surely would feel better about the whole thing.  this is the month of the crab afterall.. and i have definitely been crabby.  pinch pinch.

one of my most prized possessions, lisalisa, is coming home.. she's leaving las vegas (ha) and she's going to be here with me.  YAY.  i mean, like super exponential YAY.  :D  i just wish it could happen sooner.  but i will wait.. i am going to fly to vegas and then we are going to drive back, cross country.  i'm excited about it, then i think about how sore my ass is going to be from three days of driving. 

i'm getting a little better at showing up here.. i need to write again.  i need to be doing something different than what i have been doing.